The Alligator Sky.

I know im blog about him alot , but really hes what i think of the most so thats what always comes to mind when i want to blog.

So this weekend i spent it with him at his house.. may i mention it was the best weekend of my life! Yes the best of the best of the best.

There are some things i would like to write about on here but i know there are some people that read this that dont need to know about certain things.

This past weekend was without a doubt the best one that i have had. why? because i got to spend every of the day .. and night! with my loving husband! okay well not husband yet but , i know he will be some day :) I never new how lonely i was at night until i did sleep with the man i love , than had to go back to sleeping alone , that's when i realized how lonely you really can get. The weekend had a lot of "firsts" for me and well not that i have done some of the things before but they defiantly where the best i will ever get becasuse as i said before , i will be marrying this man of mine, yeah mine , not yours. You wish you could have him becuase he is the most sincere caring person you will ever meet but hes mine so your out of luck .

Cody bell , where do i start with him ?
Well he is the most incredible thing that has ever come into my life and i will never let him walk out even if he trys his hardest but hopefull he never will * fingers crossed*. He treats me like im a princess , like royalty, like im the only girl he knows. Its jsut an amazing feeling in the world to know he is someone that cares about me and for me , knowing i can depend on someone the alwasy be there for me and i have someone to tell things to and wont be judged for it. I could write about all the nice things he has done and continmues to do every minute, but i would be writing till the day i dye.

I Hope that every beautiful woman out there gets a chance to experience love the way i have, yes there is heart break and lots of tears and fights, but its worth it , becuase all of the other times you spend together will be much more better you wont be able to desribe them to people and when you try they wont be able to understand , maybe you cant even understand it your self. Just remeber , there are people out there that will love you if you give them the right chance.