I know im blog about him alot , but really hes what i think of the most so thats what always comes to mind when i want to blog.
So this weekend i spent it with him at his house.. may i mention it was the best weekend of my life! Yes the best of the best of the best.
There are some things i would like to write about on here but i know there are some people that read this that dont need to know about certain things.
This past weekend was without a doubt the best one that i have had. why? because i got to spend every of the day .. and night! with my loving husband! okay well not husband yet but , i know he will be some day :) I never new how lonely i was at night until i did sleep with the man i love , than had to go back to sleeping alone , that's when i realized how lonely you really can get. The weekend had a lot of "firsts" for me and well not that i have done some of the things before but they defiantly where the best i will ever get becasuse as i said before , i will be marrying this man of mine, yeah mine , not yours. You wish you could have him becuase he is the most sincere caring person you will ever meet but hes mine so your out of luck .
Cody bell , where do i start with him ?
Well he is the most incredible thing that has ever come into my life and i will never let him walk out even if he trys his hardest but hopefull he never will * fingers crossed*. He treats me like im a princess , like royalty, like im the only girl he knows. Its jsut an amazing feeling in the world to know he is someone that cares about me and for me , knowing i can depend on someone the alwasy be there for me and i have someone to tell things to and wont be judged for it. I could write about all the nice things he has done and continmues to do every minute, but i would be writing till the day i dye.
I Hope that every beautiful woman out there gets a chance to experience love the way i have, yes there is heart break and lots of tears and fights, but its worth it , becuase all of the other times you spend together will be much more better you wont be able to desribe them to people and when you try they wont be able to understand , maybe you cant even understand it your self. Just remeber , there are people out there that will love you if you give them the right chance.
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
I dont have anything to write about.
Im in design class right now , but im not doing deisgn im acutally working on my health project ... kinda. Ii gave up on that.
Todays kinda of been a but of a shitty day , i got two more detentios, then i burnt my grill cheese at lunch , and then i walked to the Y and my feet go so extremly soaked and there was giant humoungous puddles in my boots, so i had to work out in soaked socks and well they are still very very wet and it feels really gross.
I wish i coudl wear jogging pants and pajams pants everythwere i go becuase they are so comfy and make me happy when i wear them , but if i where to wear them in public i would most likely get strange looks and be jugded harddd. But mehh ive done it before and it was fine but if i started dsoing it all the time peiople would probaly think i was a bum.
Im reallyyy cold right now , i am always cold btu since im also wet right now its even colder. I was sitting in detention today and my skin went liek crazyy white then a werid purple and ive never seen it do that before and it was cool exept its probly not good. My roots are showing in my hair , you can now see liek an unch of my hair colour you cant notice though unless i where to tell you and shove the top of my head right infront of your eyes, im not sure if i should die it again or jsut wait till it starts getting really sunny out beuase the sun like pratcially dyes my hair , my hair always gets liek super white/blonde in the summer. Its kinda of embarssing when i get sunburt becuase then all you see is my ahir and my eyebrows look redicilous becuase they end up standing out hard core.
I have to work tonight 4-9 its a decent shift, i kinda like going to work becuase then it gets me away from home, except for the times i work at the same time as my mother then is a pain but other than that is allright.
I currently have two nails un pianted on my left hand because i fucked them up and took of the nail polish cause it looks like shit and then before i got to fix em i fell asleep :P. I have learned that i love taking naps after school :).
Im going to purchase a Y member ship soon becuase its WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY cheaper then paying everytmime i go , i jsut dont know if i can afford another thing to pay for every month , but we will see how it goes. I love love love love loveee working out so much! Once i start i cant stop it makes me feel so good and happy ! Ive actually lost weight recently 4lbs! i know its not much but my mom , ashley , and kelly noticed :). But ill probs gain in back so easily.
I dont really have any actually life dramas right now. Well besides my whole HUGE boyfriend issues ive been having but i think they will go away, i think im jsut over thinking stuff to much :). so it will be perfecttly fine soon enough.
right now i have a giant massive huge cramp in my sides, probs caue all ive ate today was a grill cheese then did a huge work out but meh thats fine. I need a drink , im really thirsty. I would get a drink from the foutain but in science class we swabbed it and but it in a container and well it grew mold , so i think i can wiat till i get home to drink some water :).
Im in design class right now , but im not doing deisgn im acutally working on my health project ... kinda. Ii gave up on that.
Todays kinda of been a but of a shitty day , i got two more detentios, then i burnt my grill cheese at lunch , and then i walked to the Y and my feet go so extremly soaked and there was giant humoungous puddles in my boots, so i had to work out in soaked socks and well they are still very very wet and it feels really gross.
I wish i coudl wear jogging pants and pajams pants everythwere i go becuase they are so comfy and make me happy when i wear them , but if i where to wear them in public i would most likely get strange looks and be jugded harddd. But mehh ive done it before and it was fine but if i started dsoing it all the time peiople would probaly think i was a bum.
Im reallyyy cold right now , i am always cold btu since im also wet right now its even colder. I was sitting in detention today and my skin went liek crazyy white then a werid purple and ive never seen it do that before and it was cool exept its probly not good. My roots are showing in my hair , you can now see liek an unch of my hair colour you cant notice though unless i where to tell you and shove the top of my head right infront of your eyes, im not sure if i should die it again or jsut wait till it starts getting really sunny out beuase the sun like pratcially dyes my hair , my hair always gets liek super white/blonde in the summer. Its kinda of embarssing when i get sunburt becuase then all you see is my ahir and my eyebrows look redicilous becuase they end up standing out hard core.
I have to work tonight 4-9 its a decent shift, i kinda like going to work becuase then it gets me away from home, except for the times i work at the same time as my mother then is a pain but other than that is allright.
I currently have two nails un pianted on my left hand because i fucked them up and took of the nail polish cause it looks like shit and then before i got to fix em i fell asleep :P. I have learned that i love taking naps after school :).
Im going to purchase a Y member ship soon becuase its WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY cheaper then paying everytmime i go , i jsut dont know if i can afford another thing to pay for every month , but we will see how it goes. I love love love love loveee working out so much! Once i start i cant stop it makes me feel so good and happy ! Ive actually lost weight recently 4lbs! i know its not much but my mom , ashley , and kelly noticed :). But ill probs gain in back so easily.
I dont really have any actually life dramas right now. Well besides my whole HUGE boyfriend issues ive been having but i think they will go away, i think im jsut over thinking stuff to much :). so it will be perfecttly fine soon enough.
right now i have a giant massive huge cramp in my sides, probs caue all ive ate today was a grill cheese then did a huge work out but meh thats fine. I need a drink , im really thirsty. I would get a drink from the foutain but in science class we swabbed it and but it in a container and well it grew mold , so i think i can wiat till i get home to drink some water :).
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXHTpI0-9Ek&feature=fvst
Good song^.
Ive deicded to make a bucket list.
1. Kiss the boyfriend.
2. Be happy with the way i look.
3. Create a beautiful garden.
4. Photograph lightning.
5. Pick fruit at a fruit farm.
6. Skinny dip.
7. Get a tattoo.
8.Donate blood.
9. Get my lisence.
10. Achieve my ideal weight.
11. Go on a road trip , no where in particular jsut get into a car and start driving.
12. Bake a cake for someone special.
13. Do a successful cartwheel.
14. Learn sign language.
Good song^.
Ive deicded to make a bucket list.
1. Kiss the boyfriend.
2. Be happy with the way i look.
3. Create a beautiful garden.
4. Photograph lightning.
5. Pick fruit at a fruit farm.
6. Skinny dip.
7. Get a tattoo.
8.Donate blood.
9. Get my lisence.
10. Achieve my ideal weight.
11. Go on a road trip , no where in particular jsut get into a car and start driving.
12. Bake a cake for someone special.
13. Do a successful cartwheel.
14. Learn sign language.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Oppostites attract.
This week at my school it is Valhalla week :) and this is what is happening
Monday : assembly with hympotist ( which was amazzinggggggggggggggggg! )
Tuesday : wear your v-wear
Wednesday: Jereey day , you wear your favourite sprts jersery or favoutire team , and obstacle coursse and lunch.
Thursday: Blue and white day where you obviously wear blue and white , and mystery food eating contest at lunch
Friday : Pajama day and egg toss
The week is much moer enjoyabel if you actually particapate :)
I wil now list some of my pet peeves for you :
spolied sports
slow walkers
people who complain about other poeple
people who chew gum like horses
tja zvsaaaaaaaq`1
yes thhat was the resutl of me dropping the keyboad and catching it.
and yes jenna is reading everything i am typeing and staring at the screen the whoel time i do this.
STOP IT !
now back to the pet peeves..
jenna-lee
when you find an article of cltohing you really like but your size is GONE! :@
when you want frozen yogurt and dont have any
when your socks are wet and you think they are gouing to dry so you jsut leave them on but they never dry and end up makeing your feet really cold
NAIR ! that shit burns your leggs!
my mother when she opnes her mouth !
when your fotn gets bigger even when you didnt change it , which just happned!
when people judge you about things when they are no better
when your hungry and have no food
having to wake up for school only to find out you will be doing nothign all day
walking to school to find out its a snow day
jenna - lee sweater that makes her look like a sheep :)
people who can sit at their computer and play solitar for hours. omg like how do you even understand that gome ?!
Monday : assembly with hympotist ( which was amazzinggggggggggggggggg! )
Tuesday : wear your v-wear
Wednesday: Jereey day , you wear your favourite sprts jersery or favoutire team , and obstacle coursse and lunch.
Thursday: Blue and white day where you obviously wear blue and white , and mystery food eating contest at lunch
Friday : Pajama day and egg toss
The week is much moer enjoyabel if you actually particapate :)
I wil now list some of my pet peeves for you :
spolied sports
slow walkers
people who complain about other poeple
people who chew gum like horses
tja zvsaaaaaaaq`1
yes thhat was the resutl of me dropping the keyboad and catching it.
and yes jenna is reading everything i am typeing and staring at the screen the whoel time i do this.
STOP IT !
now back to the pet peeves..
jenna-lee
when you find an article of cltohing you really like but your size is GONE! :@
when you want frozen yogurt and dont have any
when your socks are wet and you think they are gouing to dry so you jsut leave them on but they never dry and end up makeing your feet really cold
NAIR ! that shit burns your leggs!
my mother when she opnes her mouth !
when your fotn gets bigger even when you didnt change it , which just happned!
when people judge you about things when they are no better
when your hungry and have no food
having to wake up for school only to find out you will be doing nothign all day
walking to school to find out its a snow day
jenna - lee sweater that makes her look like a sheep :)
people who can sit at their computer and play solitar for hours. omg like how do you even understand that gome ?!
So, im in eglish class ovsiouly supposed to be doing enligsh but im not , becuase well the assignmetn is really pointless.
Yesterday was a very weird day , i fainted. I always feel like im about to faint but it had never happned untill yesterday, I always get a weird feeling and get really light headed and dizzy and have to hold onto something to keep my self still. To make matters worse this was at work and well there are usally quite a few people in a grocery store , and well they all where looking at me and it was erally awkward. Today i am feeling much better besides being cold , but i always am. My phone is breaking and i should really go in and get it fixed but i wouldnt know how or what to say and my dad dosnt think its bad enough to go in but nothing serious has happned yet so all is good. Today i plan on makeing pancakes for dinner becuase its pancake tuesday , no im not makeing this up , it really is you can google it if youd like. I need to paint my nails beucase right now they look really disgusting. I dont work today after school which is the first time in liek a week , and knwoing im free after school feels erally good.
I neeed a hobby , soemthing to keep me busy on my free time. Ive had many hobby before like , makeing braclets , playng sports , makeing crafts, buttt they all get boring after a while , i need a hobby that i know will keep me intersted . Right now im chewing bubble gum flavoured gum , stupidest name for a flavour everr! I have a realllyyy small mouth just to let you know. latly i have been getting this craving for rasberyy frozen yogurt . if you have never had it you better run to the closest place you can get it and eat it and you will relize how much you have been missing out on. I also feel like i need to be more risk taking and do things even if they are stupid, like i used to be able to go around up town and flash random cars, now if someone told me to do that i doubt i would do it, I need to become more of the old myra i was, i feel like ive become more of a serious person recently and im not likeing thiss.
Yesterday was a very weird day , i fainted. I always feel like im about to faint but it had never happned untill yesterday, I always get a weird feeling and get really light headed and dizzy and have to hold onto something to keep my self still. To make matters worse this was at work and well there are usally quite a few people in a grocery store , and well they all where looking at me and it was erally awkward. Today i am feeling much better besides being cold , but i always am. My phone is breaking and i should really go in and get it fixed but i wouldnt know how or what to say and my dad dosnt think its bad enough to go in but nothing serious has happned yet so all is good. Today i plan on makeing pancakes for dinner becuase its pancake tuesday , no im not makeing this up , it really is you can google it if youd like. I need to paint my nails beucase right now they look really disgusting. I dont work today after school which is the first time in liek a week , and knwoing im free after school feels erally good.
I neeed a hobby , soemthing to keep me busy on my free time. Ive had many hobby before like , makeing braclets , playng sports , makeing crafts, buttt they all get boring after a while , i need a hobby that i know will keep me intersted . Right now im chewing bubble gum flavoured gum , stupidest name for a flavour everr! I have a realllyyy small mouth just to let you know. latly i have been getting this craving for rasberyy frozen yogurt . if you have never had it you better run to the closest place you can get it and eat it and you will relize how much you have been missing out on. I also feel like i need to be more risk taking and do things even if they are stupid, like i used to be able to go around up town and flash random cars, now if someone told me to do that i doubt i would do it, I need to become more of the old myra i was, i feel like ive become more of a serious person recently and im not likeing thiss.
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