Soo where to startt ??
The past few days i have been hanging out with my boyfriend and well he really likes to be touching me ( non dirty! ) like as in holding and cuddleing and well it makes me feel extremly happy, but sad. Ive observed that his family is very touchy over all like they all sit together on the couch , share things , and cuddle. This make me get a happy feeling knowing they all love eachother and can share moments but also makes me extremllyyy sad becuase my familey welll... i havnt been hugged by my mom or dad in like well forever and havnt heard i love you in well forever , i say it all the time but they ignore it , honestly i think they are afraid to say it back :( If i where to try and hug one of my parents they would suddenlyy have something exremtly important to do they didnt have a second ago, like what kind of family is this ?! When i was laying on his bed last night with him i coudnly help but want to cry , and i almost broke out into tears a few times its was pretty hard to hold it in. Its jsut all the touching and how he makes me feel loved it so amazing like ive never had anyone make me feel this way before and idk its really hard to explain , like he actaully caress and loves me and its so amazing becasue ive never really had that before. I mean my parents say they care but its not actaully shown or expressed, but this is. Im just confused after all the hate i have been giving why i suddenly am getting so much love ? Its really hard for me to understand and deal with because well i dont know how to deal with it or what to do , ive never had this before.
Last night , i got home 2 MINUTES LATE , i walk in the door take my boots of and walk into the living room , my dad demands to have my phone and that i shut it off , so i dont question it and try and turn my phone off, my phone takes like three trys to turn it off because its fagtarted but like not even 10 seconds from him asking to have my phone im all ready being called a bitch and brat and all the names in the book becasue i took 10 seconds to turn my phone off , i didnt even question him or talk back. I go upstairs crying my eyes out like mad becuase i dont know what ive done to be treated this way, only to see my mom upstairs on the computer as i walk by , she comes into my room to ask whats wrong and i reply saying that dad took my phone, my mom goes down stairs and asks him why and his rely is " BECASUE SHE WAS TWO MINUTES LATE AND SHES A FUCKING ASS BITCH " yeah thats right those exact words. My mom tells him he is being absoultly rediculous that he needs to stop sweating alll the little things and that i wasnt late at all and he shoudnlt of done that becuase i wasnt late and even if i was he cant do that. well to bad for nme he all ready had. My mom then got my phone back and well , my dad has hid the battery. i have it back now , and still havnt talked to him since last night becuase im afriad to because ever time i open my mouth i am critisized. I relly dont think he should be allowe4d to take my phone at all since i am the one who bought it and pays for it but i dont agrue it just gets me into my shit. While im rambaling on about how much I FUCKING HATE MY FATHER im actually embarrsed to even call him that.
Today i got a huge hate e-mail from an old friend saying that she is going to punch my sister head in if she dosnt stop all her facebook fights and stuff, reallyyy?!?!?! Why are you talking to me about this and not her ? deal with your own fucking problems. I cant controll what my sister does on facebook! Uhgg and why bother getting me involved , its jsut going to make this a bigger scene. lay off its facebook.
Your probaly reading this thinking that im being all dumb , because i actually cry about things , well get over yourself i cry, its what humans do.
I try my absoulute best to not bring people to my house when my family is home , becuase im afraid of them yelling at me while people are over , because they will and they have, if i do the tinyest thing wrong or out of order ill be bitched at for like 20 minutes over it and well i dont want people seeing how big of a screw up i am.
Dear life , im sorry.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Serious things.
So if you dont care then stop reading..
Ive been really depressed just recently , well i always have been sicne like grade nine i even take gay ass pills which i dont really take because they are ssupposed to make me happy and they actually work i just hate takeing them because i feel like they make me someone who im not. Inn grade nine i was jsut always really depressed about alot of shit and things werent the greatest for me and i always talked about how i was going to commit suiceide but the one time my mom really got me mad i accidently said it out loud and then she starting thinking i needed a ounsiler or whatever a person you talk to about this stuff but that didnt help me at all i hated it so much, telling a random person you jsut met all about yoour life in detail isnt my thing. Grade ten came along and i was sstill a bit troubled by all this but overall i was really happy bout things, and now here i am in grade eleven and well really i have all a person could ask for, my family loves me (minus all the times i get bitched at) , i have a lot of friends and they are amazing , and i have the ideal boyfriend everygirl asks for. So whats wrong ? I HAVE NO IDEA! really i dont know and it dirves me nuts knowing im depressed about things and cut myself and i dont know why i do liek there really is no reason , okay well theres like a million things wrong with my life but there nothing to do that over so wtf is wrong with me. I NEED TO BE FIXED AND FAST !
Being a girl.
Being a girl is so stressful you have to have the right clothes and wear them the right way with certian things , you hair has to look nice , if you dont wear the latest trend or the prettyest make up your automatiically ugly.
You have to go through your period once a month... okay so periods.. i got mine when i was in grade seven and they say in like half a year you should know when to expect it and it shoudl have a scheduale, lol no. That was no my case i jsut randomly got it whenever sometimes twice a month then sometimes i wouldnt get it for like 3 months , sometimes for 3 days then sometimes for 9. Yeah my body dosnt funstion right , i always had really really really really bad acne and it was gross but know its way less i still have it just not nearly as bad as i did, i need to thank my birthcontrol for that , its what has helped me an extreme amount. Girls are very emotional EVERY GIRL you see those tough girls out there but really they have feelings and cry too. Girls will cry about just pretty much everything from heartbreaks to disney movies ive experienced it all. I used to cry myself to sleep everynight because i new the next day was jsut going to be hell and repated over and over. I even fell asleep from cryinng fr 4 hours at the top of the stairs and slept their all night one time and somehow i didnt fall down the stairs which is very lucky for me. Theres no need for this anymore now that i have the kindest boyfriend in the whole i know that going to sleep every night and wakeing up everymoing is all worth it becuase i have him and somebody actually loves me.
Well i intended on writing alot more than this but by Mother is yelling at me to go to bed , even though i JUST WOKE UP AN HOUR AGO because i slept from 7-10. But good night .
Ive been really depressed just recently , well i always have been sicne like grade nine i even take gay ass pills which i dont really take because they are ssupposed to make me happy and they actually work i just hate takeing them because i feel like they make me someone who im not. Inn grade nine i was jsut always really depressed about alot of shit and things werent the greatest for me and i always talked about how i was going to commit suiceide but the one time my mom really got me mad i accidently said it out loud and then she starting thinking i needed a ounsiler or whatever a person you talk to about this stuff but that didnt help me at all i hated it so much, telling a random person you jsut met all about yoour life in detail isnt my thing. Grade ten came along and i was sstill a bit troubled by all this but overall i was really happy bout things, and now here i am in grade eleven and well really i have all a person could ask for, my family loves me (minus all the times i get bitched at) , i have a lot of friends and they are amazing , and i have the ideal boyfriend everygirl asks for. So whats wrong ? I HAVE NO IDEA! really i dont know and it dirves me nuts knowing im depressed about things and cut myself and i dont know why i do liek there really is no reason , okay well theres like a million things wrong with my life but there nothing to do that over so wtf is wrong with me. I NEED TO BE FIXED AND FAST !
Being a girl.
Being a girl is so stressful you have to have the right clothes and wear them the right way with certian things , you hair has to look nice , if you dont wear the latest trend or the prettyest make up your automatiically ugly.
You have to go through your period once a month... okay so periods.. i got mine when i was in grade seven and they say in like half a year you should know when to expect it and it shoudl have a scheduale, lol no. That was no my case i jsut randomly got it whenever sometimes twice a month then sometimes i wouldnt get it for like 3 months , sometimes for 3 days then sometimes for 9. Yeah my body dosnt funstion right , i always had really really really really bad acne and it was gross but know its way less i still have it just not nearly as bad as i did, i need to thank my birthcontrol for that , its what has helped me an extreme amount. Girls are very emotional EVERY GIRL you see those tough girls out there but really they have feelings and cry too. Girls will cry about just pretty much everything from heartbreaks to disney movies ive experienced it all. I used to cry myself to sleep everynight because i new the next day was jsut going to be hell and repated over and over. I even fell asleep from cryinng fr 4 hours at the top of the stairs and slept their all night one time and somehow i didnt fall down the stairs which is very lucky for me. Theres no need for this anymore now that i have the kindest boyfriend in the whole i know that going to sleep every night and wakeing up everymoing is all worth it becuase i have him and somebody actually loves me.
Well i intended on writing alot more than this but by Mother is yelling at me to go to bed , even though i JUST WOKE UP AN HOUR AGO because i slept from 7-10. But good night .
Monday, January 24, 2011
IDKK
Dear blog, i missed you.
My mother has notified me she will buy me shoes! OMG YAY THIS IS A MIRCALE !
I have had the hicups 5 times todayyyy!
I have a half a bagel i shoudl eat that has been sitting beside more for almost an hour.
Im wearing " big vagina pants ".
My hair and face look like extreme shit today.
I fit into my old pants again !
This morning i walked to school when it was -20 out but the windchill was -26 and you could get frostbite if you where out there for longer than 10 minutes.
All the town cops where in out school today having some kind of meeeting then they searched our school , thankfully my locker is drug free this time of year ;P
I cant wait for summer now even though i love winter.
I need to loose a lot of weight.
My back hurts EXREMLYYY HARD COREE OWWW OMGG OUCHH !
I wish i was way prettyier for my boyfriend.
My mother has notified me she will buy me shoes! OMG YAY THIS IS A MIRCALE !
I have had the hicups 5 times todayyyy!
I have a half a bagel i shoudl eat that has been sitting beside more for almost an hour.
Im wearing " big vagina pants ".
My hair and face look like extreme shit today.
I fit into my old pants again !
This morning i walked to school when it was -20 out but the windchill was -26 and you could get frostbite if you where out there for longer than 10 minutes.
All the town cops where in out school today having some kind of meeeting then they searched our school , thankfully my locker is drug free this time of year ;P
I cant wait for summer now even though i love winter.
I need to loose a lot of weight.
My back hurts EXREMLYYY HARD COREE OWWW OMGG OUCHH !
I wish i was way prettyier for my boyfriend.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Blogging my new obsession ? Yes.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW BECAUSE ITS FRIDAY AND I DONT WORK !!! PARRTTYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !
Sooo...
I wish i had the talent to write songs because when i listen to music and hear the lyrics they always seem to relate to my life some how and i just wish i could jsut write powerful lyrics like that.
Lately i have been much happier with my body , im not sure why becuase nothing has changed all that much i jsut feel prettyier lately and im loving this feeling and i dont want it to go away.
I miss the elemtrey school days when i had extremly close friends and we hung out EVERY single day after school and always played video games, bloody murder, cops and robbers, truth or dare and just talk i wish i new someone who still liked to do these things and would do them with me.
I LOVE THE SONG : FUCKING PERFECT BY PINK.
her's a bit of the lyrics from her song.
You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same
Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
I accidently downloaded this song a few days ago and so i listened to it to see what it was and well im glad i did becuase i love it now.
I wake up everymoring because i know that i have an amazing family dispite how much i say i hate them sometimes, school yeah thats right i said it , yes its exxtreemlyyy boring and full of work but i think its amazing that we can actually go to school and get an eductation because theres so many children who cant and ts very unfourtunate. My boyfriend of course , just knowing that someone loves me and cares about me gets me going every day. As much as i love to sleep i do like wakeing up as well becuase i hate sleeping to like 2 in the after noon or later becuase then i feel like a complete fatass who has wasted half the day allready :P
Tomorrow i have a lunch date with my wonderfull best friend im pumpeddd. Then after school i am haning out with some different close friends of mine and no matter what we do we always have a blast and end up laughing forever about some dumb thing i probs did :P and then well im not sure about later on but im sure it will be good too !
If you have ever vistied my room you would know i have alot of random stuff. Welll you could say im a bit of a hoarder but i would disagree because most of that stuff is junk that i could easily throw about. But all of the other stuff i hold on to very dearly. If you picked up any objet in my room i could easlily tell you 5 reasons why i have it and what it means to me. I have kept everystuffed animal i have recieved since i was born becuae they all mean soo much to me , i think they have feelings liek that they can think and see like i can. Like my teddy bear for instance if i see it laying on my bed weirdly i instantly think its in pain and is all sad so i have to go and fix it. I still think my animals and dolls and stuff come alive when i fall asleep becase im postivie it happens.
Ten things i wish i had right now:
1. A new bra.
2. Naturlly straight hair.
3. For my boyfriends msn to work because i miss him :'(
4. My boyfriend to be here right now.
5.The peach juice in ashleys fridge.
6. A healer becuase my body is hurting alot .
7. New running shoes lol well becuase you should see the condition mine are in right now.
8. A new binder beause the the top ring on mine dosnt connect anymore and all my papers fall out and rip.
9. A thin body.
10. Sleep.
Sooo...
I wish i had the talent to write songs because when i listen to music and hear the lyrics they always seem to relate to my life some how and i just wish i could jsut write powerful lyrics like that.
Lately i have been much happier with my body , im not sure why becuase nothing has changed all that much i jsut feel prettyier lately and im loving this feeling and i dont want it to go away.
I miss the elemtrey school days when i had extremly close friends and we hung out EVERY single day after school and always played video games, bloody murder, cops and robbers, truth or dare and just talk i wish i new someone who still liked to do these things and would do them with me.
I LOVE THE SONG : FUCKING PERFECT BY PINK.
her's a bit of the lyrics from her song.
You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same
Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
I accidently downloaded this song a few days ago and so i listened to it to see what it was and well im glad i did becuase i love it now.
I wake up everymoring because i know that i have an amazing family dispite how much i say i hate them sometimes, school yeah thats right i said it , yes its exxtreemlyyy boring and full of work but i think its amazing that we can actually go to school and get an eductation because theres so many children who cant and ts very unfourtunate. My boyfriend of course , just knowing that someone loves me and cares about me gets me going every day. As much as i love to sleep i do like wakeing up as well becuase i hate sleeping to like 2 in the after noon or later becuase then i feel like a complete fatass who has wasted half the day allready :P
Tomorrow i have a lunch date with my wonderfull best friend im pumpeddd. Then after school i am haning out with some different close friends of mine and no matter what we do we always have a blast and end up laughing forever about some dumb thing i probs did :P and then well im not sure about later on but im sure it will be good too !
If you have ever vistied my room you would know i have alot of random stuff. Welll you could say im a bit of a hoarder but i would disagree because most of that stuff is junk that i could easily throw about. But all of the other stuff i hold on to very dearly. If you picked up any objet in my room i could easlily tell you 5 reasons why i have it and what it means to me. I have kept everystuffed animal i have recieved since i was born becuae they all mean soo much to me , i think they have feelings liek that they can think and see like i can. Like my teddy bear for instance if i see it laying on my bed weirdly i instantly think its in pain and is all sad so i have to go and fix it. I still think my animals and dolls and stuff come alive when i fall asleep becase im postivie it happens.
Ten things i wish i had right now:
1. A new bra.
2. Naturlly straight hair.
3. For my boyfriends msn to work because i miss him :'(
4. My boyfriend to be here right now.
5.The peach juice in ashleys fridge.
6. A healer becuase my body is hurting alot .
7. New running shoes lol well becuase you should see the condition mine are in right now.
8. A new binder beause the the top ring on mine dosnt connect anymore and all my papers fall out and rip.
9. A thin body.
10. Sleep.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Wednesday January 19
Boyfriends.
Boyfriends are HARD! Seriously Ive never had a relationship this serious and more confusing.
Having a boyfriend that lives far away KILLS you inside.
Boyfriends are HARD! Seriously Ive never had a relationship this serious and more confusing.
Having a boyfriend that lives far away KILLS you inside.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Tuesdayss.
I really dont mind tuesdays at all :)
Today you would think i would be in a grouch mood but I AM NOT!
My mother woke me up at 7:50 !Which is 50 minutes later that i should be woken up so i had ot rush but all is well , then ists 8:45 and i step out the door and its RAINING! Like realllyyy !?!? it jsut haddd to rain today , and its not even the nice rain its the yucky misty slushy kind !Then i get to the side walk and everything is PURE ICE and puddles everywhereeeee ! So i get to school and my legs are pretty wet and gross feeling and my feet are soaked.
But still in a good mood :)
Im currently in media listening to some guys argue over star wars music and techno and is soo annoying becuase this one guy has the most annoying voise in the world and you jsut want to yell at him everytime he opens his mouth which is alllll the timeee , becuase he is always talking about buliding websites and
how cool he thinks he is but he is proably the farthest thing from it !
This computer screen is really large and i don't know how to really work this computer because i find macs confusing!
Ive mentioned this before but i need to tell you again that i have the best boyfriend in the world and well i love him sooo muchh ! He makes me feel so special and when im with him he makes me feel so safe and like nothing could hurt me or possibly go wrong. Hes the cutest guy ive seen in a very long time and well there's really no better out there. I hope that we never break up because i feel like we could have a very good life together. Hes such a sweet guy he no's how to make me feel loved and keep me happy. I once thought i loved this one guy i used to go out with once but now i realized i didn't because that was nothing comperared to how i feel now , that was nothing to this. Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place. Love is me and you together :).
Today you would think i would be in a grouch mood but I AM NOT!
My mother woke me up at 7:50 !Which is 50 minutes later that i should be woken up so i had ot rush but all is well , then ists 8:45 and i step out the door and its RAINING! Like realllyyy !?!? it jsut haddd to rain today , and its not even the nice rain its the yucky misty slushy kind !Then i get to the side walk and everything is PURE ICE and puddles everywhereeeee ! So i get to school and my legs are pretty wet and gross feeling and my feet are soaked.
But still in a good mood :)
Im currently in media listening to some guys argue over star wars music and techno and is soo annoying becuase this one guy has the most annoying voise in the world and you jsut want to yell at him everytime he opens his mouth which is alllll the timeee , becuase he is always talking about buliding websites and
how cool he thinks he is but he is proably the farthest thing from it !
This computer screen is really large and i don't know how to really work this computer because i find macs confusing!
Ive mentioned this before but i need to tell you again that i have the best boyfriend in the world and well i love him sooo muchh ! He makes me feel so special and when im with him he makes me feel so safe and like nothing could hurt me or possibly go wrong. Hes the cutest guy ive seen in a very long time and well there's really no better out there. I hope that we never break up because i feel like we could have a very good life together. Hes such a sweet guy he no's how to make me feel loved and keep me happy. I once thought i loved this one guy i used to go out with once but now i realized i didn't because that was nothing comperared to how i feel now , that was nothing to this. Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place. Love is me and you together :).
Monday, January 17, 2011
No lifee.
So having a blog is something i never thought i would do , but i guess you could say im full of surprises.
Ive been really depressed lately and im not to sure why which makes it even more complicating. I can't wait untill next semester because i think i will enjoy my classes better. Im drinking berry juice not that it matters to you but you know now.
My dislikes :
When big people wear really tight clothing.
When im insulted for something i cant do anything about.
The smell of margarine.
All other females on this planet.
Drama.
Food basics.
People who use people.
The neighbors annoying little stupid dogs that are really loud !
The classifications about people that are made based on what they wear, or the music they lsiten to.
Bugs.
Bwing self conscious.
Guys who just want sex.
Feeling as if my life has no direction.
Broken promises.
Never feelings good enough for him.
Watching people I care about get hurt repeatedly in unhealthy relationships
Trying to explain to someone how you are feeling, while they completely ignore you.
Really looking forward to something, and hoping so much that your dreams will come true, only to have it all completely shatter.
Finding out that what you held most dear in your life was never real to begin with.
Confusion. Not being able to understand anything, even yourself and your own feelings.
Things i like
Night time.
Music.
Swimming even thought i barly can.
Bon fires.
Camping.
The drive-in.
Cuddeling. Being held.
Lightning storms.
Scary movies.
Singing.
Hugs.
People who accept me without asking questions.
Juice.
Being able to have people i can be my self around and just have a good time.
Texting.
Boy friends that make you feel special.
Old people.
Grill Cheese.
Canada.
Sleep.
Longs walks.
Laughter.
Cute sunglasses.
Holding hands.
Smoothies <3
Ive been really depressed lately and im not to sure why which makes it even more complicating. I can't wait untill next semester because i think i will enjoy my classes better. Im drinking berry juice not that it matters to you but you know now.
My dislikes :
When big people wear really tight clothing.
When im insulted for something i cant do anything about.
The smell of margarine.
All other females on this planet.
Drama.
Food basics.
People who use people.
The neighbors annoying little stupid dogs that are really loud !
The classifications about people that are made based on what they wear, or the music they lsiten to.
Bugs.
Bwing self conscious.
Guys who just want sex.
Feeling as if my life has no direction.
Broken promises.
Never feelings good enough for him.
Watching people I care about get hurt repeatedly in unhealthy relationships
Trying to explain to someone how you are feeling, while they completely ignore you.
Really looking forward to something, and hoping so much that your dreams will come true, only to have it all completely shatter.
Finding out that what you held most dear in your life was never real to begin with.
Confusion. Not being able to understand anything, even yourself and your own feelings.
Things i like
Night time.
Music.
Swimming even thought i barly can.
Bon fires.
Camping.
The drive-in.
Cuddeling. Being held.
Lightning storms.
Scary movies.
Singing.
Hugs.
People who accept me without asking questions.
Juice.
Being able to have people i can be my self around and just have a good time.
Texting.
Boy friends that make you feel special.
Old people.
Grill Cheese.
Canada.
Sleep.
Longs walks.
Laughter.
Cute sunglasses.
Holding hands.
Smoothies <3
Thursday, January 13, 2011
My blabber mouth,
So i have noticed that alooottt of people are getting blogs and not that i need to fit in i simply think its a good idea, although i already have one for media class this one will be different.
Im not to sure what to share with you readers out there so how about you read my blabbers , carry on if you really are that bored.
So recently i have been really sick and in pain i even went to the emerge on Thursday but you don't need to know all about it. Exams are coming up *sigh* which means ill have to start studying eventually but that never really happens till the night before. I also have a lot of projects due like a 5+ page essay due in native studies which i haven't started and a u huge movie project due in media, worst part is there are both due on the same day. School isn't so bad its jsut the waking up early and having to get ready part that is the hassel.
I recently learned that i like everything bagels. My parents just got back from Jamaica , when do they go back now?! I would much appreciate if they left the country again. I have a best friend named Ferb i shall keep her real name a secret , i love her so much ! We have the most fun times together and always laugh so for long over the dumbest things and its amazing, i can tell her everything and i can trust her with my life. I also have a boyfriend i know surprise surprise.. hes the best boyfriend you could get don't even try and compete with him, because you will lose the second you try, i love him so much its crazy.
Im sooo keeeenn to go to New Jersey this summer i can't waitt its going to be amazingg! I also enjooy camping its one of my favourite things to do in the summer, i love the outdoors and what nature brings us (minus all of the misqitos).
If you just read this i am very sincerely sorry you have no life.
Im not to sure what to share with you readers out there so how about you read my blabbers , carry on if you really are that bored.
So recently i have been really sick and in pain i even went to the emerge on Thursday but you don't need to know all about it. Exams are coming up *sigh* which means ill have to start studying eventually but that never really happens till the night before. I also have a lot of projects due like a 5+ page essay due in native studies which i haven't started and a u huge movie project due in media, worst part is there are both due on the same day. School isn't so bad its jsut the waking up early and having to get ready part that is the hassel.
I recently learned that i like everything bagels. My parents just got back from Jamaica , when do they go back now?! I would much appreciate if they left the country again. I have a best friend named Ferb i shall keep her real name a secret , i love her so much ! We have the most fun times together and always laugh so for long over the dumbest things and its amazing, i can tell her everything and i can trust her with my life. I also have a boyfriend i know surprise surprise.. hes the best boyfriend you could get don't even try and compete with him, because you will lose the second you try, i love him so much its crazy.
Im sooo keeeenn to go to New Jersey this summer i can't waitt its going to be amazingg! I also enjooy camping its one of my favourite things to do in the summer, i love the outdoors and what nature brings us (minus all of the misqitos).
If you just read this i am very sincerely sorry you have no life.
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