No lifee.

So having a blog is something i never thought i would do , but i guess you could say im full of surprises.
Ive been really depressed lately and im not to sure why which makes it even more complicating. I can't wait untill  next semester because i think i will enjoy my classes better. Im drinking berry juice not that it matters to you but you know now.

My dislikes :
When big people wear really tight clothing.
When im insulted for something i cant do anything about.
The smell of margarine.
All other females on this planet.
Drama.
Food basics.
People who use people.
The neighbors annoying little stupid dogs that are really loud !
The classifications about people that are made based on what they wear, or the music they lsiten to.
Bugs.
Bwing self conscious.
Guys who just want sex.
Feeling as if my life has no direction.
Broken promises. 
Never feelings good enough for him.
Watching people I care about get hurt repeatedly in unhealthy relationships
Trying to explain to someone how you are feeling, while they completely ignore you.
Really looking forward to something, and hoping so much that your dreams will come true, only to have it all completely shatter.
Finding out that what you held most dear in your life was never real to begin with.
Confusion. Not being able to understand anything, even yourself and your own feelings.




Things i like 


Night time.
Music.
Swimming even thought i barly can.
Bon fires.
Camping.
The drive-in.
Cuddeling. Being held.
Lightning storms.
Scary movies.
Singing.
Hugs.
People who accept me without asking questions.
Juice.
Being able to have people i can be my self around and just have a good time.
Texting.
Boy friends that make you feel special.
Old people.
Grill Cheese.
Canada.
Sleep.
Longs walks.
Laughter.
Cute sunglasses.
Holding hands.
Smoothies <3